Before perimenopause, you felt like you had it all under control. You juggled work, family and friends, and you almost always remembered where you put your keys. But now? You’ve never felt less on top of things or less like yourself. Sound familiar? You’re not alone.
During perimenopause, we go through a major hormonal shift, and unfortunately that comes with some very real side effects. From tossing and turning all night, to losing your patience at the slightest inconvenience and suddenly feeling really low, it can be confusing, exhausting, and just a lot to deal with.
So, if you’re wondering why you don’t recognise yourself anymore, it’s not just you. There’s a lot happening under the surface, and it’s no wonder you’re feeling off.
What is perimenopause?
Most of us will have heard of menopause, but perimenopause tends to get less air time. To clear things up, perimenopause is the transitional phase that you go through in the lead up to menopause; think of it a bit like a warm-up act, but with none of the entertainment.
During perimenopause, your hormones, oestrogen and progesterone, start to fluctuate and decline, and your ovaries release less eggs. Because you’re not ovulating as often, you’ll likely notice changes to your menstrual cycle, like your cycle becoming longer, or your periods getting lighter and heavier.
It’s also when menopausal symptoms tend to kick in, although not everyone will experience them. The average age to start perimenopause is 47 years old, and it can last anywhere from a few months to ten years (we know!) but the average duration is four years. When you’ve not had a period for 12 months, this means that you’ve officially reached menopause.
Symptoms of perimenopause:
We’ve listed some of the most common symptoms below, but there are actually over 30 recognised signs of menopause, so if you’re experiencing anything else new or unusual, it’s a good idea to make a note and get it checked out.
Why don’t I feel like myself?
Just because menopause is something that all women go through, that doesn’t mean that it’s easy. So many people struggle to feel like themselves during this phase of life and that’s more than understandable.
Changing hormones can have a huge impact on your brain. They can make you feel angry, irritable, anxious or extremely low. Things that might have rolled off your back before might now send you into a spiral of rage or a panic. Throw symptoms like brain fog, forgetfulness and a lack of sleep in there and you can even start to wonder if you’re losing the plot.
Your self-esteem might be affected too. Hormones can play a part in this, but so can physical symptoms. Things like weight gain, hot flushes and bladder leaks can make you feel self-conscious and less confident, so you might stop going out, exercising or sociailising, which all adds up to you feeling less like yourself.
All in all, perimenopause can trigger a lot of difficult feelings. It’s not unusual to think things like “what’s happening to me?” and “I don’t feel like me anymore”. Just remember to be kind to yourself, what you’re going through is hard enough without applying internal pressure. This phase isn’t forever and it doesn’t mean that you won’t get back to yourself.
How to get back to yourself
There isn’t a one-size-fits-all answer to how to cope with perimenopause, but there are different things you can try to feel more like you again, from treatments to lifestyle changes. Making these changes can help you to feel more in control of the situation and (hopefully) more like yourself again. Whichever route you choose, it’s a good idea to make an appointment with your GP to talk through your options.
Lifestyle changes:
Treatments:
Resources:
Learning about perimenopause and its symptoms can help you to feel more in control of your experience, and talking to people who are going through the same thing can help you to feel supported, so we’d recommend doing both! Here are some resources and organisations to check out:
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