Grief is never easy, but losing a baby can be incredibly hard. Whether it’s through miscarriage or stillbirth, the emotions that come with this kind of loss can be intense and isolating. While there’s no shortcut to getting through grief, understanding how baby loss can affect your mental health, and the signs to look out for, can help you to take care of yourself during this difficult time.
How you might feel after losing a baby
You might not have had the opportunity to meet or get to know your baby, but that doesn’t mean that you’re not entitled to feel grief. No matter how far along you were, you’d probably imagined what your baby would be like and started making plans for your future as a family. When that’s taken away from you, it can be really hard to come to terms with.
Everyone copes with grief differently; it’s a personal experience and there’s no right or wrong way to feel. Some people find that grief hits them immediately, but others feel more detached and it takes a while to feel anything. Remember, there’s no time limit on grief; your feelings might never truly go away, but they should become easier to manage.
After a loss, the person who carried the baby will have changing hormone levels, which can have a big impact on their mood. However, there’s some specific feelings that come with baby loss, which can be felt by both parents. Here are some of the emotions that you might be feeling…
How baby loss can affect your mental health
Because grief comes with so many difficult emotions, it’s not always easy to figure out if how you’re feeling is a normal part of the grieving process, or something more. Going through baby loss can lead to mental health problems for both partners, so it’s a good idea to get to know the symptoms of some of the more common issues so that you know what to look out for.
Depression:
Find out more about depression and the symptoms here.
Anxiety:
Find out more about anxiety and the symptoms here.
Post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD)
Find out more about PTSD and the symptoms here.
How to support yourself through baby loss
Doing something to mark the loss of your baby can help you to feel connected to them and keep their memory alive. You could plant a tree to remember them, write them a letter, or create a memory box with your ultrasound photos and any other momentos.
Because grief is different for everyone, it might be that your partner is having a different experience to you, but that doesn’t mean that they aren’t feeling the loss too. It’s important to keep talking so that you can understand what the other person is going through and support each other.
It can also be helpful to talk to an understanding friend or family member about what you’re going through. You might want to let the other person know what you need from them first, for instance, a listening ear, advice or help with something practical.
You’re already going through something difficult, so treat yourself with kindness. Give yourself as much time as you need to process your feelings, don’t get caught up in thoughts where you blame yourself for what’s happened and say no to things that feel too much right now. Listen to your body and do what’s best for you.
If you’re struggling with your mental health, it’s important to get help from a professional, sooner rather than later. You can make an appointment with your GP, who will refer you to a mental health service, or if you don’t want to wait, you can refer yourself to ieso’s online therapy service.
At ieso, we offer online cognitive behavioural therapy (CBT), which is an effective treatment for a range of mental health issues, including anxiety, depression and PTSD. We offer typed therapy and video calls in some areas, so you can join sessions from the comfort of your own home. Appointment times are flexible and designed to fit around you. Find out more about what we do.
Helpful resources for baby loss:
Tommy’s pregnancy and baby charity
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